Letter to the other one

   How is that?  I don't understand.. I mean I do, but I don't understand why....
  Could it be that.. there's no way I should understand? :) oh.... it's.. it's so sad.. really.... I'm so sad that you are... but you don't believe me. You chose not to believe anything of what I said. I'm not saying you should have, I mean.. it's your right and choice to do whatever you like and choose.. You know I never did and I would never stand in the way of you happiness and well-fare , etc etc.  You know that..
  Well what does it matter now? ..  Does it matter now?  :(  No, I don't think so..
  But it's your choice again..

  You see, I'm just a bit intrigued.  I can play myself. And I can play pretty well if I want to.
  No, it's not, it was not the angry part. You don't know how I am lately (let alone how I feel - for you, especially, 'cause it's you I'm talking about) What should you know?