Reveal

I keep telling you that I don't need you, that, possibly, I don't even want you (no, I don't want anybody anymore..) but you know  that I do.
Actually, :) I can't do anything (good) without you.  Sometimes I think I would die if I didn't know that you simply exist.. that you are (...) and that you might.. I don't know.. that you might.

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